If you grew up in a home with narcissistic dynamics, you may remember the feeling of never truly being alone. Even the bathroom wasn’t safe. I remember this vividly from my own childhood, doors didn’t mean privacy, and my boundaries were constantly ignored. Later, as an adult, I experienced the same pattern in my relationship with my children’s father. It was as if the simple act of closing a door was a challenge to be defeated.

What might seem like a small violation is actually a powerful window into the psychology of narcissistic behavior.

Boundaries Threaten Control
A closed bathroom door represents two things narcissists struggle with: boundaries and your autonomy. To them, your privacy feels like a rejection. It reminds them that you have your own needs, your own space, and your own control. That is intolerable for someone who thrives on dominance. Barging in becomes their way of reestablishing control, “You don’t get to tell me no, even here.”

The Bathroom as a Symbol
The bathroom is a universally accepted zone of solitude. It’s one of the few places where we expect our privacy to be respected without question. By ignoring that, the narcissist is sending a message: Your safety and dignity are not guaranteed, even in the most vulnerable moments.

For many survivors, this can feel humiliating. It’s not about bathrooms, it’s about eroding the small dignities that keep you feeling like a whole person. And, of course, they don’t always do this in the bathroom but it’s shockingly common how many stories I’ve heard, similar to my own, of people having their privacy invaded and disrespected like this.

From “Playful” to Power
Sometimes narcissists frame this as “just being playful” or “not believing in closed doors.” But that minimizes what’s really happening. These intrusions are part of a larger pattern of disregarding boundaries, testing how much you’ll tolerate, and reminding you that your time, your body, and your privacy aren’t fully yours.

Healing Includes Reclaiming Space (literally)
As a therapist who works with survivors of narcissistic abuse, I often remind clients that healing doesn’t just happen in the big breakthroughs. It begins in small acts of reclaiming autonomy like locking a bathroom door and knowing you’re entitled to that privacy. These micro-boundaries are powerful. They’re practice for larger boundaries: saying no, walking away, protecting your time, and eventually living free from control.

For me, reclaiming the bathroom door was a metaphor for something bigger. It was about declaring that I had the right to exist on my own terms. That shift, starting small, building courage, refusing to apologize for needing space is often where recovery takes root.

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